When in the course of human events it becomes a matter of conversation to question your existence, you’ll get scared. I did, and am.
Never let your mind drift to things it’s not ready to handle. Mine did, and I’m still suffering. If you can, avoid it. Because when you realize that we don’t have any meaning outside our little miniscule existence, it’s mindnumbing. It’s almost like dividing by zero for a computer. You get gridlocked into this one impossible-to-shake problem. And that’s where I am right now.
Everything else is evolving faster than the human mind can digest. But my mind refuses to let it go either.